Living in Crazy

Am I crazy?
Lord, please tell me so-
My heart says yes,
But my brain says NO!

A continual fight to do what’s right,
Maybe later, maybe tonight…
Then cold water douses my face
An A Team scolding, and the feel of disgrace

Back to my senses
To my place of Peace and Calm
Yet, a single thought can break through my defenses
Continually remembering, my life in His palm

My life in His palm, He won’t ever let me go
Even in the darkness, His Love does he show
Giving it up, to His perfect plan
Knowing there is only ONE perfect Man